allegory (r) wrote,

Tricky sticky all over again

I've gone and done it again.

Went and hooked up with someone prematurely.

I ran into E (extra) over the weekend a few times but I wasn't quite sure what to make of our interactions until monday night when I saw her again. What makes this weird is that Sunday night I fell into bed with someone else. I can't say I had grand designs for the sunday night escapade, but it seems as if S did. She's kind of stalkerish though and far more excited about me than I am about her, not to mention a little (just a little) young.

Supposedly they're both going away for the summer, which makes everything a bit easier, but not so nice. I just wrote an email to E and went to put a video short in her mailbox that I made for her. Hopefully that will strike well. I don't know how to break it to S, especially after sunday night. But, ultimately she can't be that upset. She told me when we were fooling around that I was the third person she'd brought home this last weekend, so it's not as if her position is solid and committed. I hope things go well with E...I don't want to end up waiting all summer to see her again and try to figure out what the hell is going on. Of course, if the email and video don't work, I suppose I can assume that it's nothing. Hrmph. : /
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